epiphany

defined as the "sudden manifestation of the divine". a moment when whatever god you believe in reaches down and places his hand on your shoulder and says "Look." that is an 'oh, holy shit!' moment. when you touchfeelconnectsensetastehearsee everything where you feel so smallinsignificantinconsequentialunimportant that there are tears but no sadness really. it's not really a sad thing nor is it a happy one. lots of mixed emotions to the point where you can't tell one from another.

i've also heard it called a "cosmic moment" i kind of like that name better.